Reflecting

October 25th, 2018

 

We have more experiences, are they meaningful?

We are all getting older, and one day we will all complete this life? When you look at your life honestly, without lying, omitting, looking the other way, when you will be dying, did you live with a sense of fulfillment, accomplishment, purpose?

Did you deliver your gifts to others? Did you use it for your own joy? Or you lived like everybody else, doing and having, not truly being?  Were you aware of the questions I am asking here?

Did you make an effort to ask yourself and were you patient and persistent enough to get some answers? Did you live from the consciousness you came here with and the consciousness of others you connected with? Or you went for the life as others, without any hesitation, filing up the space between lines of your coloring book, never creating an original painting?

What if the information you lived by were not true and you affected others by imposing on them all the lies? We all have more knowledge, but is it life changing? Or it is just bunch of data, half true, mixed with messages of survival, control and trivia?

We all gain more experiences, but are they meaningful? Or it is just repetitive pleasure and avoidance of fear and pain?

What did you learn about life within you that is certain? Or you have no certainty about any of your topics, but you still imposing and impacting others with your beliefs as if you were an expert?

If this world needs to be improved, and it does, it is your world that needs to become honest. I do not know and I am going to hold my questions, one at the time, waiting for the answer until the answer will come.

This is the essential position one needs to assume to be an asset to human evolution.

 

August 7th, 2018

 

Pride and Joy (mixing shit with honey)

Someone posted a video of a horse, freely running around an arena. The note under the posting was: “My pride and joy strutting his stuff at the Welsh Nationals. Not bad for a 15 year old…”

The horse was beautiful and it was good to see the joy, but what about pride?

The expression “My pride and joy”  was probably invented by Sir Walter Scott in his poem Rokeby (1813), where he described children as “a mother’s pride, a father’s joy.”

It is commonly used, I heard it many times but there is a problem.

Pride is a drain of human energy and it is in the closest level of ego trying to pass as authentic. It takes a bit of effort to see it.

I recently was attempting to explain to an American (US) friend that pride not only describes, but also creates a state of mind that can exist only in a comparison with, and in the presence of others. Pride can exist as a position towards others, mine is better, and I will make sure that you know it!

When there are nothing to compare with and no one listening to you tooting your horn, there is no pride. His question in tone was pointing how absurd is my thinking: “…so one can not be proud of his own country?”

Well, if you are proud it is only in comparison to the countries that are not as great as yours in your opinion. It means others more or less suck.

“No, they also can be proud.” Yes, if you remove from that pride “we are the greatest country on this planet” they might have a chance, but, ups! Too late now. You are sold on believing in it and by saying it you are a part of an expansion, invasion and domination. All not authentic.

If you are authentic you can not be proud of body, because you comparing yourself with other bodies and one day you will loose. You can not be proud of your children, because you can not compare them with other children because that’s not cool at all.

You can not be proud of your country, because if you compare it with other countries… big time! If you see yourself as a whole, undivided (individual), you know that there is only one in the world like you, so unless you take yourself apart and start comparing the pieces with the parts of others, then you can take the energy and blow that horn.

And you can do it only because others do not know better.

So now they do. It is a lack of class to use the energy of others to give yourself an energetic boost. The table below also shows where joy is positioned.   At the level of 200 you are just starting to be an asset to the universal energy. Below 200 you do not generate energy to sustain your life, you are a drain.

Once in a while you will have a moment of any of states below 200, but I am talking about the stage of evolution, where your average is above 200 and if it is around 400 you are rocking. Humanity right now is drained by masses sitting way below 200 and pride would be the least of our problem, but still. I wanted you to know, because every opened mind counts.

 

David R. Hawkins, 1995 Clarification Yaga Bialski

A MAP OF CONSCIOUSNESS
God-view

 

Life-view

 

Level

 

Log

1 is one cell organism

Feeling

Emotion

Thought

Process

Self

 

  Is

 

Enlighten-

-ment

 

700-1000

 

  Ineffable

 

Pure Consciousness

 

All-Being

 

Perfect

 

Peace

 

600

 

  Bliss

 

   Illumination

 

One

 

Complete

 

Joy

 

540

 

  Serenity

 

Transfiguration

 

Loving

 

Benign

 

Love

 

500

 

  Reverence

 

  Revelation

 

Wise

 

Meaningful

 

Reason

 

400

 

Understanding

 

  Abstraction

 

Merciful

 

Harmonious

 

Acceptance

 

350

 

Forgiveness

 

Transcendence

 

Inspiring

 

Hopeful

 

Willingness

 

310

 

Optimism

 

Intention

 

Enabling

 

Satisfactory

 

Neutrality

 

250

 

Trust

 

Release

 

Permitting

 

Feasible

Here

Courage

Ego ends

200

Authentic

Affirmation

begins

Empowerment

 

Indifferent

 

Demanding

 

Pride

 

175

 

Scorn

 

Inflation

 

Vengeful

 

Antagonistic

 

Anger

 

150

 

Hate

 

Aggression

 

Denying

 

Disappointing

 

Desire

 

125

 

Craving

 

Enslavement

 

Punitive

 

Frightening

 

Fear

 

100

 

Anxiety

 

Withdrawal

 

Disdainful

 

Tragic

 

Grief

 

75

 

Regret

 

Despondency

 

Condemning

 

Hopeless

 

Apathy

 

50

 

Despair

 

Abdication

 

Vindictive

 

Evil

 

Guilt

 

30

 

Blame

 

Destruction

 

Despising

 

Miserable

 

Shame

 

20

 

Humiliation

 

Elimination

 

 

July 17, 2018

With religion and spirituality is like with music.

Religion is like a music that you listen time to time, or perhaps you became a lover of specific music and listen to it every day.
Some of you will even learn to play a musical instrument and play a music created by others.
Religion is based on beliefs written in a scripture, interpreted by workers for the religious organization.
You are listening or playing piano of other composers’ music.
Religion has answers if you are fine with someone else’s story.
If you do not have questions and you do not need to know the answers by life experience, if it’s all you need that someone
else tells you about one who experienced it, then a religion is your good choice.
After all, you can not experience everything, like you do not hit every key on the piano to play music.
Spirituality is a music that you compose for yourself and might play for others when asked.
You chose your keys, you chose your experiences, that’s how you create music and that’s how you create life.
Even great composers played other composers music. We draw from experiences of others, that’s why we like the stories,
but they do not change our condition.
Only your walk will change your heart’s strength, even though it beats faster when you listen to a great story!
If you are not only playing other composers music, but you make your own music, you are the one with questions
and you will find your answers.
To me there was only one choice.
I needed my own wisdom by knowing, not by believing.
After that there were choices of what questions are important to get answer by experience, because life is short.
And I had big questions. Most of them were answered, but few are still there.
That’s why two years ago, at 64, I drove my car from Ontario, Canada to Costa Rica.
6500km in 7 nights, 8 days, driving only in the daylight.
This was one answer that became obvious to others. Many witnesses, many observers.
You know how many people were impressed? No one and that’s how it is.
They will say they were, but did it change anything for them?
Nothing.
That’s why I know that someone else experience will not change your life.
You will be still afraid today as you were yesterday. You still will chose “I can’t” and go to church”.
You might wonder what was the question that in this trip I wanted to get the answer for?
It’s a good story…
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